Thursday, November 5, 2015

Why I Want To Be Skinny

1. Crop tops
2. Low rise pants
3. Bikinis 
4. My modeling career
5. To post my first bikini pic on Facebook
6. To post my body on Tumblr 
7. Sheer clothes 
8. Tight clothes 
9. Sexy Halloween costumes
10. Sexy cosplays
11. To shock and scare them 
12. To sit without rolls
13. To stop sucking in after 10 years 
14. To prove I am in control
15. To show that I'm strong willed 
16. To feel pride when I look at my naked body in the mirror 
17. To cease feeling like I must hide
18. To hear, "you've gotten so skinny!"
19. To shock my exes 
20. To be a thinspiration and make others jealous 
21. To be able to sit without having to hide my stomach with a purse or my arms 
22. To be picked up like a little doll by anyone who tries 
23. To be like my childhood best friend
24. To rub my beauty in the face of my other best friend, who always talked down to me because she's insecure 
25. To make all my old male friends regret rejecting me 
26. So my mother can't take her insecurities out on me by poking fun at my stomach 
27. To feel comfortable for the first time in my life 
28. To get a belly button piercing and not have it reject again because my fat keeps rolling over and suffocating it 

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